Skilled and hardcore is a good way to describe her. She was the real deal. I went back to nyc to see her once more. It was for an overnight and she convinced me to come. I flew in late in the evening and flew back in the morning. My wife and kids were definitely out of town. She really wanted me to experience the scene there. She picked me up at the airport. To the best of my memory she had a male slave come in and get me which made me uneasy. When we got back to the car I was handcuffed and I think hooded. She took me back to her space where she feminised me in an ugly way and off we went to this big party in the meat packing district I think. I can’t remember the name of ithe party. It was a regular thing. We parked a few blocks away and had to walk and I remember these guys in a car yelling at us and calling us names which was freaking me out but she told me just keep walking. It was nbd. I just remember the party was crowded and loud with music blasting and she knew everyone and she left me alone which freaked me out and at one point I think I was just by myself crying. I think someone went and told her that her slave was crying so she came and got me and kept me near her. We finally left and went back to her space and had a regular session which at the end of she put me in a cage and told me to sleep but at some point I started yelling to be let out worried I’d be forgotten about and miss my flight. Her slave then took me to the airport.
I’m glad I had this experience although it wasn’t great at the time. I think the NYC scene was rolling at the time and she wanted me to experience it. I had and still have the feeling I let her down that night and in general and regret I never came back to see her again. She was something else.
