Re: Crossing Hard Lines
jbeast
03/25/2025 06:58 PM
"All's well that ends well," should be the title of this post. This is an update about "crossing hard lines" with my Mistress. Returning from her extended trip, the Mistress contacted me to move some things into her storage space and we spoke candidly. We cleared the air and she was kind, charming and friendly. Over the next couple of days I thought about what we discussed, talking about old times, her saying I was her best sub and I got an impulsive urge to have a full session with her right away. I called, got a hotel room and she was in a great mood, bringing a special outfit and equipment for the scene. Strangely I got cold feet an hour before the appointment, but went to pick her up. I always play the captured "Tarzan" or the addicted to kink (and Mistress) version of the character. This time I decided to change it up, becoming more submissive than ever. I began to show and describe to her about the jungle king's feminine side. Surprised, the Mistress immediately responded by becoming more dominant, demanding and... masculine. The scene was very intense, one of the best we ever had. Driving her home we again talked about some of our crazy "adventures" over the years, how we first met, etc.
Right before I got to her place the Mistress said she had something to say. I pulled over and told me she wanted to take a break from sessions for few months. Without getting into details, the reason is logical and it has nothing to do with me, something in her life changed. It has been a few days since that conversation and I'm not hurt or angry about this, actually I'm a bit relieved. I only have good thoughts and memories of our time together. But the old line about when you are thinking of quitting your job, you've already quit. I've been thinking about retiring for awhile, and this made me realized I'm now retired. It's been a great run and I have plenty of memories to recall about the Mistress, and other ladies I have served, and I feel fine.