You have had experiences to be envied. Do you think some this opportunity was because you had an open mind and were centered on fun? Adventurism begets adventurism. I'm somewhat the same way. I had to be with someone that I respected and liked but, after that, all things were on the table. I played traveling softball in high school. Most of us were gay or bi. It set things up for college. It was an attitude of who was inclined to top and who was to bottom. And, then there was the vanilla sex, which I found boring. But, once I was in deep enough to find out, I was committed and never wanted to make anyone feel bad. With a male, it was different. I can easily see myself married to a man should the right connection come along. But, I'm more guarded. Intimacy with a female was comfortable. With a male, and I've bottomed to a few but it came with earned trust. Hearing myself talking, I was spoiled being surrounded by kinky chicks. We were all experimenting instead of getting into male egoism. So, I never had that ahah moment. It was all about rolling with the moment. It sounds as if it was, although, in a different way with you.
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