I can relate to your feelings.
I'm not happy about a lot of things either, but essentially it boils down to "change".
Everything changes. My Buddhist friends have taught me that nothing is a constant, everything is changing and evolving. Everything with a beginning has a middle and an end.
Don't get mad at me. I didn't make change the norm. It was fucked up like this when I got here.
And don't be mad at Mistress whatever for retiring. That change was inevitable.
