I've experienced the same thing over the years. I loved domming and filming with ladies I had a strong connection with. That goes for whether I was in front of the camera or the one running it and directing. You and I had a great chemistry in filming for ClubDom where we could just say it all by just exchanging looks or nods. 90% of my experience with multiple doms has been great. One that I still feel bad about like I just didn't give the client the experience he was paying for was with the now retired Mistress Brianna of DC. She and I got along very well personally. Great lady. But, we hadn't worked together enough to develop an in session vibe between us. Another time I was working with a dom and one of her friends at her space. A client I had played with quite a bit came in and I felt they were pushing him too far. He signed up for. There was only so much I could do. But, it took everything in my being not to stop the session. I made a point to meet up with him shortly afterwards. He was okay and could tell I was highly uncomfortable with the session, which he appreciated. It was all good but, I became a lot more careful sessioning in a space where I didn't have ultimate control of the activity.
But, over all, multi dom has been very positive. If you ever want to return to filming, we could do a cat woman type attire where you don't have to show your face. Just keep it in mind in case the mood strikes. ;-)