For as long as I can remember I had thoughts of Dominant women.. Even back to my childhood when I was alone.. Powerful women always turned me on.. I came up in a different time though, not internet, not message boards.. If you wanted a Dominatrix you had to work for it, write a letter and wait by your mailbox.. The DDI Mag came along and my head exploded. Wait you mean to tell me that I can call this Dominatrix who is in my state and go see here right away?!!!! Sign me up.. My first pro session was on my 20th birthday.. and the rest they say is history. She was a very skilled Domina but not a gorgeous woman.. I saw her for a few years then tried others.. I played and loved every second of it.
Then I met the Dominatrix that ruined me.. She was stunning and well equipped with a huge play space and I had seen her ads for years. I made my first appointment and it fell flat.. It was meh and I was so disappointed. On my way home she called me and said "I know this was not what you expected, If you will trust me with one more go at this I think we could be having a lot of fun". She asked me to write her an email and explain my head to her, I did, I held nothing back and one week later we played again.. MAGIC happened and I was hooked. 2 times a week multiple hour sessions every week for years and we traveled too.. This was all i dreamed of and feelings got involved. We were the best of friends and confided in each other for everything.. We were not having sex but the connection was so deep she was all i thought of. Then she moved and we stopped playing.. Pro Doms were never the same for me.. It felt like McDominas whenever I tried, (Ill take 5 minutes of nipple play and a flogger please, would you like to supersize that?)
I do not regret one second of our time together, we are still dear friends to this day but my time with Pros passed.. I searched for years for a personal connection and was about to give up when I met my love.. She shared my kinks, beat my ass and danced in the darkest places of my mind.. I could never go back but the journey was amazing
