furfan, your timing for this post is perfect for me. I'm sessioning this weekend with my longtime now UTR Mistress & my mind is racing with anticipation. I've often written that my first Mistress was the legendary Belle De Jour as a college kid. In my 2nd sesssion with Mistress I was asked/ordered to train a woman who wanted to work at the Mistress' dungeon. Years later that happened two more times with Belle & one more with another Mistress. It got my exhibitionist kink going. It was a tremendous turn on.
In the early '00s I met and became a regular of a dominant female bodybuilder who had me quickly kiss her feet in parking lots and stairways. I met my current Mistress, when she was active and taking on new clients, before the bodybuilder and expanded by my exhibitionist tendencies dramatically. We began to play outdoors in the city at dawn or so on weekends, usually in warm weather with me half naked in parks, industrial areas, etc. being controlled by the Mistress... before smartphones and security cameras. We have tried it again the past couple of years. It is way more limited, but still exhilarating.
In other things I thought I would never do, I was offered the chance to experience strap on play years ago, but never liked it. But in the first session with my Mistress, doing the "captured Tarzan" roleplay, she began humping me to assert superiority and control without a strap on. (While shorter than I am, she is quite athletic & strong.) She approached me about strap on play but I said it wasn't my thing. However in the past few years, because I wanted to please her, I've began to worship her strap on orally and the dynamic is such that at one point I asked her to spit on me while doing it. Being used that way is an incredible turn on.
Finally GS. This dominant female bodybuilder had to relieve herself in the middle of a session. I was in such deep subspace I asked to watch her pee. Ordered to crawl on all fours I watched & surprisingly got turned on. The next time I was in her city we talked about it for our next session. She cautiously agreed, wondering how I would handle the first time experience. Without getting into details, she consented to do it and I felt demeaned, used, objectified... I loved it. She soon retired, but when I caught up with my UTR Mistress once again a few years later the subject of GS came up. Again, without the details, it was better than the bodybuilder since with her it is euphoric like I'm being marked as property of hers. Which is what I am I guess.
